
Today, I noticed something significant!
In the past, I have often (but not always) had trouble in social situations. This could manifest in many ways, inability to express myself, difficult to muster up the energy to speak; others seemed to have much more energy than I did - but I never saw this as a "lack of energy" situation (not to simplify it, but I never considered a lack of energy as a part of this). Today, I had the video playing on my phone in my pocket (with the screen on, I used an app to make the screen very very dim, set the video to loop, and the screen would not turn off as long as the video was running); and I had so much energy in a particular social situation, I was talking constantly, with no problem, extremely expressive, more so than usual ... it was so easy and enjoyable. It wasn't forced at all, it was perfectly natural. Much unlike I had experienced for much of my life. It was so beautiful. Unfortunately, it seems that having the screen on drains your battery fairly quickly, even at an extremely low brightness (your results might vary..), so my phone ran out of power towards the end (I could still feel a small amount of tingling at this point, perhaps the after-effects of the energy loading). But this experience really inspired me to keep using the video, and to find effective ways to use it more often, in more situations. If you haven't tried it, I highly recommend it!



Thank you Protoi!





